P.E.R.F.E.C.T.I.O.N.I.S.T

according to dictionary.com, perfectionist is...
– noun
1. a person who adheres to or believes in perfectionism.
2. a person who demands perfection of himself, herself, or others.
– adjective
3. of, pertaining to, or distinguished by perfection or perfectionism.

i am not a 100% perfectionist but i have quite a high percentage of it.. or so i may think.. even creating this blog itself caused me a lot of trouble! i've always wanted to blog but still..... i went asking around whether i should really start a proper blog, what if it's not as good as others, what if i bore others with my posts, what if i lose the passion to do it in the long run, what if.. what if.. *lolz* (silly me) not like i've never blogged before... it's just that.. i wanted to make sure that it's good. so that it's perfect. to ensure i wouldn't bore my readers to death! well, maybe i'm already starting to bore you right now and i know my english is so very the "powderful" but so what, right?! i should just be myself.. *bleh*

actually, i chose a different blogskin before this and it needed me to revert back to the classic template. i liked that skin but then..
1. it's troublesome. (more ma-fan to change the layout and etc etc.)
2. it's cramped up to a corner.
3. i found a nicer one! and it's easier to manage. *hohoho*

my best friends used to tell me how unreasonable or unnecessary i can be as a perfectionist. hehe. i think they are right. but i just can't help it. i'm so particular at certain details or to some they may be nonsense but yet.. i pay sooo much attention to them and they are definitely time consuming! ok.. let me give you a picture of it~ imagine that you gave me a document or file in the microsoft words format. and i notice that the alignments are just a little bit off here and there (to you la it's just a little off). (to me) oh my goodness.. i just can't stand it!! i really need to make sure that they are all in the same line, neat, straight and tidy... and i'll start to correct them one-by-one.... see what i mean?

and that's just a small part of me being a perfectionist.
crazy huh?

BUT t.r.u.e.
XD